Friday, December 30, 2011
Sayonara 2011, Konnichiwa 2012
I’ve been back reading on my blog and I can see how I changed within this year.
I started 2011 filled with optimism and positivity. I wanted to do things I have never done before and I did. But, they never really made me happy. I just did those stuff to get crossed off of my bucket list of things to do.
I have to say, 2011 was filled with all sorts of heartbreak for me; may it be in a romantic kind of way or if it involves my dreams and career path. For me this year was pretty much disappointing, but life goes on so I have to keep going on too. Like what I learned from Ze Pussykets, move on.
It isn’t totally a drag too. I had lots of fun. I met new friends through my blogs, twitter and just plain saying hi to random people while waiting in line for movie tickets.
Meet ups are the most interesting events if I must say so. People are expecting a lot and when they get to see what the real deal is they get shocked by how different persons/bloggers are in the flesh. I am quite guilty of this predicament.
What’s more important though is the time spent together to bond with people you are talking to over the Internet. It’s like you’ve been friends for a long time and you’re just catching up.
Not to mention, I love how I finally got to meet up with my friends back in college. We seriously haven’t seen each other after we graduated and that was like 3 years ago.
Lots of things changed. They changed, I changed, our lives changed. I’m still grateful even if I had a very shitty year.
I don’t wanna start next year with the same anticipation as I did this year. I might just end up disappointing myself again.
I just can’t wait for this year to be over as to signify the end of terrible time in my life.
I know things will get better or worse but I’ll just keep on living one day at a time.