伴都美子 (Van Tomiko) - Hold Me

"I love you." -- the confession I've set free
Takes on the colours of our own private game...
I look down and bite my lip mischievously --
Light and shadows dance in the starry sky.

Concrete Wall

What is this all about? Settle down, please don't yell or shout The landlord, he lives downstairs We'll get evicted Please don't be too loud  You say I'm passive-aggressive How can I not be? When you're always talking at me You say I'm unresponsive And here you are Talking over me 
 You make me wanna throw this shoe  Right through that concrete wall Maybe you should pack your things If it's that dreadful Then just leave it all 
 Don't wanna keep on sharing my bed With someone that I have to love less and less Every time I try to make you smile You say that I'm being a child Well, I tried my best 
You say that I need therapy Well, my darling, so do you Don't need for you to tell me What is wrong in all I say or do  Please don't try to throw this shoe
 Right through that concrete wall Maybe you should pack your things If it's that dreadful Then just leave it all

Crystal Castles - Not In Love ft. Robert Smith of The Cure

I saw your picture hangin' on the back of my door
won't give you my heart
no one lives there anymore
and we were lovers
now we can't be friends
fascination ends
here we go again
cause it's cold outside, when you coming home
cause it's hot inside, isn't that enough

I'm not in love

could it be that time has taken it's toll
won't take you so far, I am in control

and we were lovers
now we can't be friends
fascination ends
here we go again
cause it's cold outside, when you coming home
cause it's hot inside, isn't that enough

I'm not in love
I'm not in love
I'm not in love

we are not in love
we are not in love
we are not in love
we are not in love

Here's the kind of music that just keeps me sane actually. I'm a post-rock, post-punk, indie type of kid. Basically, hipster music at its finest. Not a lot of people listen to my kind of shit.

Hope you guys like it. 

Karaoke Nights

"why don’t you love me, the way i loved you? it feels so crazy, cause i dunno what i did to you. if you’re gonna hurt me, then do it quickly ‘cause i’m tired of crying and if you don’t wanna stick around then baby forget about me."

*****

I've been shuffling my iPod and i stumbled upon Little Bit's Forget About Me.

It has been quite a while since I've felt relevance to a song, too much emo runs in my blood. I remember singing Adele's songs in a karaoke bar and breaking down in tears. Of course, I had to weep covertly. LOL.

Anyways, I really like singing. I was practicing Utada's Heart Station so I could upload a cover. Maybe I will someday if given the chance.

I miss going to my choir to practice belting out notes. Will someone take me out to a Karaoke Bar nearby? haha.

And don't worry, I'll sing Lady Gaga's Edge Of Glory. No emoshit right there.

'Til the last petal drops...

Falling in love, saying goodbye

With a vow that this is the last heartbreak

Even the cherry tree, swaying in the wind

Will eventually blossom

The summer rain that started to fall

gently streaked past my tears

Images that resemble memories

Autumn's drama reruns

Why have I suffered

Almost the same blows such countless times?

But even so, I'll probably fight again

That is one of life's mysteries

Falling in love, giving it everything

With a wish that this is the last heartbreak

Even the cherry tree, swaying through time

Will eventually blossom

Sakura Drops

In the revolving seasons

My shoes are wearing out, more and more

Let go the tension in your shoulders

So you can seal away the past somewhere

From here they're probably not too far

Sceneries you haven't even seen

I want to overcome the ceaseless pain in my chest

And become closer to you

I have wandered about once and returned

Always grasping for the blue sky

Falling in love, saying goodbye

With a vow that today's the first good day

Everything, even the cherry tree, swaying in the wind

Softly reaches out toward you

I love you, it can't be helped

(lifted from a translator, i just love how meaningful Utada's songs are...)